The effects of the current systems [1]

This one is about something that is about a topic that is propably too big to write about in just one blog post. It is a large one.

Why is it a large topic? I want to write about the effects of the current materialistc and capitalistic system on us as humans, on our society and our lifes, feelings, motivations and goals. There is a lot of ground to cover. Thats why i will split this into several parts.

Lets start with an seemingly easy one: The effects of the current systems on our values. We humans value a lot of things in life. Everyone values something else. Many people seem to value their friends or their families. But there are other values aswell in life. And many of them, if not all, are alteast influenced by the systems we operate in when we live in this world.

When it comes to our values regarding families and friends we tend to believe that this is always just about the feelings that we have for them. This might be true for some of those relations, but many others work differently. I have seen that personally. This is often without any intention. People sometimes tend to define their relationships over the materialistic value that they can earn or that the person on the other end of the relationship already posses. In that case they seem to forget who those people are.

When it comes to the influence of the system on our values it is a bit more popular to know that they can have effects on our comprehension of what we like to have and what we need. The systems these days tend to suggest us from early on that we need certain things in life so that happiness could be achieved. The important thing there to make it actually work for a long time is that you have to move the goals. If you actually gained something in capitalism you are not done. Through advertisments and passive suggestions via social media or other media channels we see new things – and the goal is to make us want to buy those new shiny toys. Thats what it is all about. And that also defines our values as human beings. We value things that are new and freshly bought a lot more then those things that we already have bought. And we always need more. We learned it that way. More ownage means more happiness – thats how we know it, right?

But is that really true? Buying new things that we really dont need but we buy them anyways – is that bringing us any happiness at all? I personally believe this is not the case.

Surely you will be happy for a short while. You will play or work with your new ‘toy’ and you will see it as the new cool thing that you hold in high regards. But atsome point in time you will put it aside because theres the new cool thing in town that you really need. Theres a cycle at work there that got only one intention – to make you buy more so that capitalism can work. Materialism seems to be the motor to make it work here. Through materialism we value materialistic things highly. If we value those things we tend to buy them a lot. And if we spend that money to buy those things we participate in the cycle of the systems.

Sometimes we even buy things that we dont really like all that much too. What is the value in that? The value is that we think that we may need them at some point in time. The materialistic gain is important here. And after that the system strikes again – you are not satisfied with just that, right? You need to get more. And more. Its a vicious cycle and we are all part of it, including myself.

So, after all that rambling, what is the point, right? What am i trying to say?

Im trying to say that there is a cycle of the systems at work here. We are getting told that we need something, we buy it because we value materialistic things, we throw it away because it got old. Repeat.

And this is the effect of the current systems. Thats what we are expected to do to make it work. Like i wrote before, im no different. I participate too. You can try to get out of that cycle and i believe atleast partially it is possible for many for us. There can be values when it comes to friends and family that are indipendent of all materialism and capitalism. Money and materialistic worth shouldnt play any factor when it comes to the people that you love and like.

But when it comes to things like food, entertainment or things that increase our worth, it is rather hard if you dont want to live as a hermit somewhere on a mountain. Ads everywhere, especially if you are doing things on the internet. This is a problem of the fundamental values that we have. We would need to change our understanding of how our world should work. We would need to think that a lot less then that what we have right now is perfectly fine too. That it is fine to share with othes. That it is fine too that you dont have something that you personally own – maybe it is also fine to own it together with others.

This is also a problem of the ongoing seclusion of families and individual human beings. We tend to separte us from each other these days. There doesnt seem as much value anymore in doing things with other human beings. We also dont share as much anymore as we did many years ago. This is also a consequence of all of that; meanwhile it is also a reason for it. Personal materialistic gain seems to be the most important thing.

Maybe this will change again at some point. One can only hope. Surely i would need to change too. I personally am also a part of the machine. Im no different. It would also be very hard to change the way i think when it comes to certain things. My appartment is mine. My computer is mine. It seems weird at first hand to think that my computer is everyone’s computer.

This whole thing sounds a lot like communism, right? Atleast a tiny little bit. It also sounds a lot like Utopia. Things like that will be hard to achieve. As long as there are atleast 2 people on this planet one of them will want to own more then the other. Maybe it is part of human nature.

But we can hope, right? At some point in time the systems will change. They always do. When time passes things evolve to something else.

I wonder where our future will lead us.

My personal dilemma with opinions and beliefs

Its been a while since i posted something here. Im sorry for that. Its not like i had a lot to do, its more like… well, i wasnt sure about a lot of things. Let me talk about that a bit more. I wrote about that a bit on my normal blog, but i want to explain in a lengthy way how i feel there.

The thing is, i wrote already that im kind of researching death and consciousness and all those things like that. In the last few weeks i experienced some sort of …weird feelings regarding that. All kinds of peoples got all kinds of opinions and there is no way to say who is right and who is wrong. Hell, maybe no one is right or wrong at all. Even so, when i read something that contradicts my opinion im always getting confused. What if he or she is right and im wrong? Theres always a possibility for that. Always.

Connected to that is the fact that im believing the stuff others tell me way too easily. Someone could say “well, we are all just meat bags” and i would immediately doubt anything that tells me that there could be more than that. A fair amount of scepticism is always good, no doubts there, but its propably better for my health to doubt new opinions a bit more then the ones i already know about.

Connected to that is another problem. I learned about quite a few things out there that are mysterious and kind of unexplainable with the current philosophical mainstream paradigm. The thing is, everytime i hear about something like that i immediately think “that cant be true, right?” and i always search for some sort of explanaition that fits the mainstream paradigm. That paradigm isnt what i want to believe though. It feels like i have to explain it in one way and want to do it in another. Its just like im stuck in mainstream paradigm and i cant escape, even if i want to do so. I know that every paradigm got its fair share of problems and every “ism” out there seems to be wrong at some point, but even knowing that – im stuck.

Because of that im always searching for new stuff, hoping that there is something out there that convinces me of any opinion to be finally true. Because of that ill never be satisfied with anything at all. Never. Even if i find something that leaves me baffled (like Quantum physics; it really surprised me what QM tells us about our reality), at some point later on i think like “hold on. Theres criticism about that too, right? What if those guys are right?”. Same situation when i heard the first time about NDE’s. I was speechless. But now, hm – i never experienced something like that and i know about lots of materialistic/physicalstic explanaitions for those kind of subjective experiences. Of course none of those must be true (and none of them seems to be true anyways, since they all cant explain all parts of an NDE), but it still leaves me with tons of doubts. What if those explanations are true? What if we are flesh bags without any connection to something non-material? Theres no final evidence for that, i know that – just as there isnt any real evidence for the opposite either.

I mean, i know why i got those doubts. I fear any sort of final truth. Im kind of relieved sometimes knowing that we wont get close to something like that anytime soon. I fear that we can say “well, its definitely like that. Theres no room for speculations”. Not for speculations-sake, its more like that i fear that im wrong with opinions that e.g. are not conform to that final truth.

And the combination of all of that – well, its kind of horrible. Everyone can cast doubts in my mind about those topics on the fringe of science. Everyone. And while im trying to get away from the mainstream paradigm i cant because i learned about it for like 25 years. Its not that easy. I want to, but im still trying to explain everything with that paradigm.

In the end, that leaves me somewhere with tons of doubts, no self-esteem and no faith in my own experiences and beliefs. I’d rather believe others. And thats not good, since my experiences are the only thing that i know to be definitely true. See, i know that, but still.. its not easy to get away from things you learned for years. All that bias and all those mainstream opinions… society wants you to believe them. And you cant get away from that just like that. Your sub-consciousness doesnt want to.

Why? Well, its propably easier to believe something that others told you(i mean, im german, i know all sorts of things about that). Even while knowing that, your sub-consciousness propably doesnt care. And there you see – society did a fine job, trimming you to be a believer in mainstream propaganda. I imagine that this is even worse when you studied or something like that, especially when it comes to computer science or biology or physics. Those sciences are trimmed to fit in the current mainstream paradigm. To escape it while/after studying that – it requires huge efforts. Maybe more than i can muster.